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17th-Nov-2008 04:52 pm - Trials
Well, let's just say my weekend has been absolutely terrible. On Friday my dog Cody was lost and we searched all weekend for him. I had friends helping me the first day. Well we hoped and prayed that the weather would stay decent so that he didn't freeze. Yesterday it began to snow and my heart sank. I ended up crying myself to sleep each night thinking about him. Hoping that someone at least had picked him up so that he was warm.
Well this morning I was woken up by licks on my face. Cody was home! :D
I guess this guy a neighborhood over from us found him. Cody had stayed under his porch for the night and had dug himself a little hole to sleep in. He was so skinny. I held him and he was so much lighter...the poor little guy hadn't eaten in three days and was stuck out in the cold. He was all over the place when he got inside, he ate several bowls of food. I am just glad he survived the cold nights and no food. I am just glad that the stress is lifted from me.
2nd-Oct-2008 06:51 am - Ill -.-
So lately I have been feeling like crap because I got some cold and have been coughing like crazy! :( So since I have been miserable it's obvious that I haven't been doing much. Well I still haven't found a job, and the place I am looking at right now is a day care and I have had several people advise against it to me as even a part time job. I know I HATE kids, but I used to babysit other peoples kids all the time and they had NO clue how much I hated them. When you're desperate for money you will do things! Anyway, I don't even want to go to my voice class today because singing hurts...I mean I know she won't make me sing, but I will feel obligated to if I am in there. -.-
Oh the joys of loving music. And to top it off I can't skip because we have a test today (Go figure we have a test). So I am just meh. I mean I could go to the testing center and take it like Monday, but since the class is one day a week I would rather not miss it. *sigh* German is slightly difficult because of all the talking...and I guess Creative Writing is alright...considering the fact that I find the class to not be challenging in any way shape or form. Gotta love that you know? Well I think this is it for my little update. Tchuss. *dies*
23rd-Sep-2008 03:06 am - Sweat it out, shut your mouth
Free love on the street, but in the alley I ain't that cheap...

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22nd-Sep-2008 09:31 am - Depression
Well...here goes nothing.

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17th-Sep-2008 01:17 pm - Calm Before the Storm
Oh yes, I am just meh. I am applying for jobs right now. Just taking a break to update and such. I guess I can't really complain right now, other than being horribly broke and needing money to pay things off and get my school taken care of. I am looking at a possiblity of perhaps moving back to Alabama where I know I would definately get a job. So...yeah. I need to go get my tattoo colored in though. It's mad at me because I haven't gone to do it yet. Thank goodness it's already paid for, it just needs to be you know...done.
I am going to a PATD concert next month on the 23rd, so that should be some sexy fun...meh. Well I am done updating for right now.
16th-Sep-2008 01:52 am - WotLK
Omg I want the beta for WotLK so bad. But I am PTRing instead. Har har har. Anyway, I just hope I will have the money for the expansion when it comes out November 13th! *dances badly* So I didn't go to school today because my little brother got me sick -.- Lame. But it's ok. And I keep forgetting how to do LJ cuts! It's annoying! I would use them if I could remember. Haha. Anyway, still no clue how I am going to pay for school or how I am going to do anything like pay my bills yet. No job at all...and NO ONE WILL PAY ME! Lawls.
10th-Sep-2008 01:55 pm - There is nothing...
All I can say is that I am royally annoyed and I am horrifically stressed. It seems like nothing I do will ever allow me to come out on top. People are saying, and I am starting to believe that I was better off in Alabama. I could be going to school and working there. Whereas up here I am going to school, and the job market is awful, so there is virtually no chance of me getting a job of any sort right now. Although I have remained as optimistic as possible, I am starting to wear terribly thin. Right now all I want is for my school and books to be paid for so I can focus. I have been going to school everyday, doing all of my homework and studying, and yet I still find myself locked in a spot where I am not in the mood. I am having so much fun in school, but I need the stress to go away. I feel like I am at the end of my rope or something. But obviously I am not...I want to curl up and cry. I hate to say it but, I want to go back to Alabama right now. I want to SO bad and just expand myself and learn. I want to be confident in myself and not so afraid of everything.
Okay sorry, I guess that is the end of my mini rant.
9th-Sep-2008 03:47 pm - Ahhh, random!
Yeah it has been forever since I have posted in here, and I think I am going to do so more often though. Because yeah, I think this is where I can post and remain myself? Possibly? Ne? Idk.
But yeah I am back in school and enjoying myself. I am looking for a job and selling my car to pay for school. :( *cries* But yeah, have been working on my World of Warcraft lovies, and such. I have my main to 70 and I am working on A shammy and she is at 33. Then I has my Belf Hunter to 32. And then I have a bunch of RP babies that I lovel. Lots I say.
But since I am waiting for Creative Writing right now, I think I am done for the moment.
27th-Feb-2008 04:02 am - Oh so sleepy
I realized I never post on here anymore and I ought to be ashamed of myself.
Well I am going to make this short simply for the fact that I need to go to sleep so I can get up and go to work.
So. Hiya mates!
15th-Sep-2007 08:01 pm - Yay
Guess what everyone!
I got a job!
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